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I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

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I love you and that's all I really know

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Monday, March 09, 2009, 10:59 PM

Bee's Week

Friday: March 6, 2009

Bitter ako. Actually lagi naman, but that day was very different. Anatomy Class. Chill lang kahit mainet. haha!. and for the first time, nagclass ako sa English whole-heartedly [tama ba? haha]. Career mode ako nung araw na yun, mejo sabaw kausap pero pwde na. hehe. Lunch break. nagyaya sina Stella and tatie na maghanap ng place kung san pwde mag overnight.XD Pumunta kmi sa Lacson ave. but we failed to find one. haha. so pumunta kmi somewhere sa Savory. We saw one, pero fail pa rin kasi wala sa budget. so ayun, naglakad lng kmi nun ah! super inet. haha. so, nung pabalik na kmi nag pedicab nlng kmi. and it was like whoa! haha. don't ask nlng why. Typography Class. Nagcut ako. Haha. Chill lang rin with anyone na makasalubong ko. haha. After Class, eto na yon, CreaMix Ad Group is composed of 7 talented and skilled artist. Stella Famorca, Janna Ilano, Tatie Aquino, Ronald Victoria, Carl Reyes, Abby Ambrosio, and Park Saehwa. XD 6pm. haha. lahat kmi may kanya-kanyang ginagawang walang kinalaman sa Ad campaign nmn. haha. 8pm nagmeet kami sa Beato grounds. wala pa rin matinong plano kung saan magsstay. but lucky for us, pinayagan kami ni Rossettie magstay sa place nila! wooohooo!

Saturday: March 7,2009
No sleep fo CreaMix[creative works from mixed ideas]. ahaha.i was with Ronald and Carl the whole night, actually hnggng umaga. Cramming brings out the best in all of us. ugh? wrong grammar ba? haha. Sa group, si Tats, Janna, and Stella mostly ang gumawa ng visuals and paper work, kami nila Ronald and Carl sa crazy ideas and other stuff like buy this, buy that, or print this, print that. haha. Friday 9pm nagstart kmi gmwa ng lht ng kulang for the ad campaign. And i must confess, di ako masyado nakapagprepare para sa part ko sa presentation. Pano kasi, all night sabaw ako. Saturday 5:30am, we [Carl, Ron, And Janna] decided to go back to our dorms for a quick nap. XD so ayun. 5:40am natulog ako. 6:20 nagising. haha! would you believe, wala pa kong dinner and breakfast nun, tpos ang hyper ko pa. buong araw akong pressured and in my panic mode. haha. so wala ako sa mood kumain. amp!!! hahaha.

Sunday:March 8,2009
I slept for 15 hours straight, at ang sakit sa ulo!!! haha. my dad woke me up, 10 am, kasi may mass. so ayun pag gising ko, sabaw na sabaw utak ko. i can't open my eyes. tpos di ako makatayo. haha. so naligo ako ng isang mabilis then pumunta n kmi sa church. after 2 months nag mass ulit ako sa don bosco church. ang homey ng feeling. after ng mass,nagyaya si papa sa jollibee, but i insisted na mcdonalds nlng. ksi sobrang fail ang service ng jollibee. they never failed to fail. haha.XD next!

Monday: March 9, 2009
Just another typical monday. Late as usual, we had our Theo final exam @ the Benavides library. haha. struggle ako, ever. so ayun, after that nagchill lang saglit sa harap nga lib with adpayb boys. Then, we [tokwa] decided to stay na lang sa Eng bldg. since wula kami mxadong money. Grabe!! ang lame ng araw ko. nothing much, happened. Well, of course, maliban nlng sa pag attempt ko mag suicide with my thick sharp nails. XD kidding. Today,was very boring. And i was like at my weakest. And I always thought of smoking, everytime i see Carl or Ronald. haha. :P Bad yun!!:D

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009, 12:32 AM

P.S. Guess What?

Last Monday January 5, i felt like making myself cry or do something out of the normal days i have had. So, nag cut ako sa Perspective class. hahaha. Epic. Dahil B.I. ako, i dragged along three of my closest college friends, Neysa, Ronald, and Renz. hehe. Maaga kami dinismiss dun sa class before Pers. So ayun, we had almost 2 hours disscussing, debating, and lots of 'toss coin' thing ni Neysa kung tutuloy ba namin ung perspective class o hindi. haha. Stressing. Quater to three na nun, nasa pav 1 kami, when i decided na mag 'Sala' [its a movie house] kami. Siyempre, Neysa's first response was... "eeee..ma-gastoS". hehe.. Naubusan ako ng energy kakapilit sa kanila, well actually si Neysa lang ung papilit, as usual. Then, i saw "Dhiekei" moments after.. dumating si Lif.. Obviously, haha! NO choice..i had to get out of there, i told them [neys,ron,and rk] na treat ko na sila sa Sala.. brr.. haha.. Ayon, Dapitan here we come..

After 400 years, bagal talaga, ever, maglakad si Neysa..So, nakarating din kami, Ron and I browsed through the film lists. Actually di ko pa naman nakikita ung list, i had a film in mind. Ask asked them kung may gusto silang ibang panoorin,they said, ako nang bahala. So sabi ko, P.S. I love you na lang. i don't know if napipilitan lang sila, but they said, yes. Before the movie started, Renzy had to leave kasi sabay sila uuwi ng Jonno boy nya. Sayang. aww.

Ok. Moving on.. so ayon, i was left with Neysa and Ronald.. ramdam ko talaga na parang napilitan lang sila.. im not sure but that's what i felt.. At first boring sakin ung movie.. i felt like backing out.. kasi its super cheesy..
i haven't watched it before. But when the cheesy-ness was over.. haha! all through out the movie i was crying.. best birthday gift for myself.. miserable daw talaga ako sabi ni Neysa.. sick head..i was crying and laughing at the same time.. my day was so un-planned.. [oh shit.. miiyak na naman..] ok. enough with the drama. i had fun. really.

thanks to everyone who greeted me, Happy Birthday, on time.

nyahahaha. damn. my dads', so gonna kill me.

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Saturday, December 20, 2008, 1:21 PM

Happiness, Happiness...

wala ako sa mood magsulat ngayon. but i think i have to write this now, or never. yes, i suck at this. obvious naman. pagbiyan na lang ako, puh-lease.
Five days na lang Christmas na, and i still can't feel a thing. Just like any normal day of my life. Nothing new. Nothing real, i guess. How sad. Since November, ganito na ako. Moody, depressed, miserable i think?..schizo na ata ako, to be honest, i'm losing control of myself. My Mom thinks i'm an Emo. What the hell is wrong with the world!? Hah! The best diba? My Mom thinks i'm Emo. amp. Last week, wala na siyang ibang bukang-bibig kundi 'Emo ka ba?' ,'Ganyan ba ang Emo??'. Kulang na lang, at hinihintay ko na, sabihin niya..'nagdididikit ka kasi diyan kay 'ano'..',kung ano-anu natututunan mo sa mga kaibigan mo..' . Buti na lang, wala siyang sinabing ganun. I was so lucky, wala siyang sinabing ganun. Kasi if ever, malamang, banished na ko ngayon sa Uste, sa buong Manila, at sa Quezon City. bwahahahaha.
bitter na naman ako. bitter naman palagi.
isa lang naman ending ng lahat ng blog post ko. iisa lang naman dahilan ng lahat ng blog post ko. isa lang.

i'd do anything to prove, i love you..~

and, oh... Happy Holidays, Phillippines.. kahit hindi ko ramdam..=]

Labels: 2008, abbyambrosio, ambrosio, another, bitter, buzzbie, err, filipino, hate, hello, lnyisibiepen, love, rant, unsaid, wala

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Saturday, November 22, 2008, 5:17 PM

No One Is Convinced

i've been very unhealthy for quite some time, i' ve been freakishly forcing my self to cry, to weep. [dumbest thing to do, maybe.]
i am numb, maybe. i am crazy, proven. i don't fuckin' care, how this would end up, after all.
and i am tired of having these emotions, stuck inside of me.
yes. i am definitely not in pain.pain is not the right word for this.
doing what is right isn't healthy for me. keeping myself in silence.
a lot of questions. a lot of rants.
this heavy feeling in my chest,would never ever stop. never.
i am emotionally diseased. i am tired of all this shit but i can't, and never will move on. probably.

nothing, or i guess, no one can change my mind. this is stupid, and worthless.
my closest friends always remind me of that.

yes! i am happy, but i am not fine. i feel like, i am burning in hell.
another lifeless rant, i guess. so much for everything.

i am literally burning like hell.

Labels: 2008, abbyambrosio, ambrosio, another, bitch, bitter, buzzbie, lame, life is soO, lnyisibiepen, love, rant, school, trip, unsaid, walk

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Saturday, November 01, 2008, 9:12 AM

Disregard The Past Few Days

I beg to forget you
And everything we've done
Used to keep me up at night
And do see that I'm sorry
I didn't think that you'd
Ever want to be this close to me
And now that it's late
Please understand
That I'm not too close to what you were hoping for
Mistakes have misled you
So what are you waiting for

I didn't think you'd be like this
Think you're right but you're so wrong
Just try to understand
I can't hold on to this
For long
Take the time to see if my
Fists would lock on yours tonight

Living down the days you have
Why do you think you got
Through those desperate nights
They were way too late
Forget the bitter taste in your mouth
Wash it out down with blood
The lines across your face destroy these
Goodbye
Your eyes

Never say things have changed
Yes they have
It's not the same

-daphne loves derby

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! <------- three words i hate to say.

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